April 2012
3 posts
Im trying and im trying..
Took u long enough to realize….Hmphh
I wish u would say how much i mean to u or how important i am to u without me asking
And then making it not special nemore..
:(
I love u
……..the most!
I love you :)
March 2012
3 posts
All the emotion, the hurt, are bottled up inside of me
Why did u Have to break a promise?
How come u failed to notice the obvious pain painted across my face
How come u failed to see the angry red scars
How come u never tried to figure out what was wrong..
How come i cant tell u whts wrong
How come u cant make it easier for me to tell u
…why?
You said u would protect me from hurt,...
hahhaha i checked it :) noob.
I guess its been busy lately and stressful ..
Im sorry :(
But i love u lots
Its been a year and a bit..
Today, i read through all the posts, all the memories, everything..
Its inspired me to start writing again..to put in the effort
Those memories took me through the past..it made me cry..from the things that i remembered happening between us
It was so sweet..and how we used to write to each other all the time..
Why dont we start again? Get off our lazy butts And start writing..
You said that...
May 2011
2 posts
The best part of a relationship is when the guy wants u so badly and tries to get u to b his gf. Its the best part cause that’s when ur the only thing the guy cares bout, thinks bout, and wants..ur the centre of his life..but then when he gets u, he forgets how much he cared thought and wanted u..u feel less special, less important …and that hurts..
Seeing you like this…unable to help you…it breaks my heart…ive never seen u like this before…it hurts me..deep inside..it hurts..u should never have to hurt like this baby..udeserve so much better ..ur the nicest best awesomest most wonderful bf ive ever had and prob the best bf in the whole entire world!!!! I love you baby..dont ever forget it and ill always ALWAYS be here...
April 2011
6 posts
I guess..nothing stays perfect..
When I say no I want u to bug me till I say yes
When I say I want to be left alone I want you to keep bothering me
When I say I’m mad at u it means I want u to give me ur attention
When I start ignoring you I want you to keep talking to me
When I say I don’t wanna see you I want you to surprise me with a visit
When I’m upset I need you to be there with me
When I’m...
This feeling..it hasn’t gone away..
Sometimes..I don’t feel that you love me as much as I love you..and I’m just so scared…of losing you..don’t you ever notice that somethings wrong?
100 days :)
Happy 100th day bb
It feels like so long
<3
i know we’ll be together for much longer bb <3
Its like we were..meant to be..
Its just so amazing bb <3
i love you.
Ur the best bf eveeeer!!!! <3
And i WILL get more hints out of you!
U wont be able to resist meee <3
LOL
Only 9 more days!!!!!!!!
Yes <3 hehehe gl on exams too bb
Dont fail :)
I BELIEEEVE IN UUUU
I love you :)
March 2011
5 posts
I kinda miss u already :(
LOLOLOLOL oops
I might have ripped it
By accident (a)
ITS HARD TO WRITE SO TINY
SHEEEESH JOJO
:’(
Remember when u asked me out
U fell asleep -o-
And i was so worried holy crap
And i stayed up till 4 am
Waaaaitin to see if u would wake up -.-.-.-.-.-
Oh myyyyy -.-
Mmmm costco chicken strips <3
i need them LOL
Theyre
So
Good
Abd yes the burger king ones WERE pretty shit LOL :)
Sigh if only i could visit u :(
Im so glad i have u
Someone who actually appreciates me and doesnt get mad when i get upset :(
And always tries to make me happy even when you know im being ‘fake’ mad <3
Ad u nvr fail baby <3
i cant believe i found someone who is so in love w me <3
and would do anything just to see me smile..
And doesnt mind my flaws
And just loves me the way i am <3
im so thankful that i...
February 2011
16 posts
:’(
Bb move to rhill :(:(:(
LALLALA baby <3
i hope u can prove alllllll my expectations wrong
And not break ur promises..
I reallly hope u can :/
Idk :/ it just seems weird..:) i guess its good…we dont :) like why do we have to <3 but i know uve prob gottwn annoyed at me before .. Teehee (a) anywaaaay, ur pretty amazing for puttin up w all my whining LOL and my demands (a)(a)(a) heheh thaaanks <3
Sigh baby..
I seem to miss u more and more!!
And its like these past days i grew so much closer to u :)
And it just makes it so much harder when ur gone :(
Ahhh
What am i gonna do bb :(
3
Welllll
Im glad u liked it <3
annnnd yeaaaaaa it says 31 days but…
There isnt 31 of them LOL
I broke some of them by accident
With my uh muscles :)
Soo sorry :$ LOL
I cant sleep omg
LOL jooooooo :( wake up LOL to ttm
By not caring…
I wont get hurt..
YAAAAAY FEWW MOREEEE
DAAAAYS <3 sigh <3
U knowww when i give up a shopping trip for u
That means i really love u
LOOOL ;)
Hehe yes bb ill be ur valentine :) <3
thank u for ur gift today bb
I LOVE IT <33333
and so much food @@
LOL
Are u trying to make me fat :(
One…more….week… :’(
OH MY GAWD
I CANT BELIEVE
I JUST DID THAT
CRAP
LOOOOOOOL
OMG
IM SO STUPID OMGGMGMGMMGMGGM
HOLY
SHIT
LOOOOL :’(
U BETTER HAVE LISTENED TO ME
AND CLOSED THAT MSG
OR I WOULD KILL U
LOOOOOL
……..im so stupid…i cant believe it…whyd i even think that…..
…………………………………..what am i doing………
Heehehehhhehehhe im 3/4 done one of ur presents :)
I miss u a lot :(
I miss ur hugs the most :(
Squishy squishy :’(
Omg bb halfwaaay doneee
<3
the first one at least
The second and maybe third one
Are still in process
:(
AHHH COME VISIT MEE
I MISS YOU :’(
Omgggg valentines daaay!!!
Uh
Soon …
UGH K I HAVE TO DOWNGRADE UR PRESENT QQ
AHHHHH I FEEL SO BAD AND I MIGHT NOT FINISH IT OMG
:’(
Im actually
So
Stressed
Omg
Hahah i think today was like one of our longest times without talking to each other
I hope i didnt make u miss me too muchh :(
Hehe <3
anywayyyyy happy one month and a daaay!!!!!! <3
only 17 more days…..<3
LALALLAA
Hey boo
Happy one month <3
im actually super excited bout the present im giving to u
For valentines day
I hope it works out….
If it doesnt :/
I would kill myself :’(
AHHHH <3 im excited
Never done this for ANYONE
My boyfriend is so weird
<3
Buuuttt i love him :)
Sighhhh :) nothing but happiness :)
And its ok baby :) <3
You’re the besst ! Idc what i get or if i get presents ..just being with you is my present <3
i love youuuuu :) happy almost one month
January 2011
22 posts
Lalalala
Amazing day.
:)
Nothing else to say.
Love you!
…cause i kno one day..
You will hurt me
Maybe not on purpose..
But that day..
Willl come…and im just bracing myself , preparing for that day
Relationships cant be perfect forever..
Or how will we grow? To know each other more? To become stronger..
Right now i hope this day never comes and i cant imagine why this day will happen..but..it will… :/
I love you…
Dont forget...
Exams, last day :)
Here we gooo :)
Baby i love u
Thanks for singing to me <3
ahhh ur the best
And
Oh my gawd
SKYPE VIDEO CHAAT
ON IPOD
anyway, why am i writing this now..I GOTTA GO DO MY EXAM
then im FREEEE !!! <3
:) love u bb
Hope u have a nice rest of ur sleep :)
I dont deserve such an amazing boyfriend <3…
Thursday :) i see you..
TOMORROW <3
Finally in ur arms again :)
Well idk what happened to our skype :(
I miss you :(
Waaake uppp sweetie <3
Hehe love u :)
Thanks for singing to me <3
Haha yaaay it was so coool ..skyping w u all night even tho i was too tired to talk :)
<3 cant ask for anyone better than u!!
Forever…
And always :)
Mmmm so ur in class :(
And i miss u sooo much :(
Ahhh 16 more days….
At least one weeks almost done :)
So one less week to wait..but one less week to study for exams :(
Ai yaaah :’(
ONLY SEVENTEEN MORE DAYS!!!
I love you josiah kim <3
omgggggg skating..cant wait :)
And exams will b over!! :)
Itll be the best day ever <3
18 days!!! :)
Mmmm can’t wait <3
Then it’ll be our one month too!!! :)
Omg..AHHH <3
I miss u..
When I see u I’ll give u a huge hug :)
Countdown
19 days until you’re bacccck !
Time to countdown again :(
19 isnt thaaaaat long :(
Ohhh Jo :( come back faster <3
I miss u….so much..already..
I hope you will prove all my thoughts wrong..
I hope you’ll keep loving me..like you do right now
I hope you can wait two years for me to be in uni :(
I hope you’ll be by my side forever
And that no one and nothing..
Will ever break us apart..
Today is when I truly think I fell in live with you…
Thanks for such an amazing day :)
You really are the best :)
And such a good pillow LOOOOL
Anyway…
Today is when I realized how real this is..
And how I would feel if I ever lost you:(
And I don’t think I would survive..
Don’t let history repeat..don’t do the same thing..I won’t be able to take it..
Tomorrow <3
I can’t wait :) it’ll be amazing
YAAAY :) couple shirts and sticky pics at Pmall :) I can’t wait..actually can’t wait to hold your hand and see you smile :) <3
Saturday..come faster :( and then I hope that day never ends