LovelyRoses

Im trying and im trying..

Took u long enough to realize….Hmphh
I wish u would say how much i mean to u or how important i am to u without me asking
And then making it not special nemore..
:(
I love u
……..the most!

I love you :)

All the emotion, the hurt, are bottled up inside of me
Why did u Have to break a promise?
How come u failed to notice the obvious pain painted across my face
How come u failed to see the angry red scars
How come u never tried to figure out what was wrong..
How come i cant tell u whts wrong
How come u cant make it easier for me to tell u
…why?
You said u would protect me from hurt, from the evil in the world..
The scars never heal..they just haunt me..

hahhaha i checked it :) noob.
I guess its been busy lately and stressful ..
Im sorry :(
But i love u lots

Its been a year and a bit..

Today, i read through all the posts, all the memories, everything..
Its inspired me to start writing again..to put in the effort
Those memories took me through the past..it made me cry..from the things that i remembered happening between us
It was so sweet..and how we used to write to each other all the time..
Why dont we start again? Get off our lazy butts And start writing..
You said that you would prove me wrong..that you would show me that not all men are dicks. That you will treat me like a true princess. And i believe u..
I cant live without your love , without you. Its become such an essential part of me..that i cant do without
I know ive been terrible lately..ive been so crazy, so messed up
Im sorry..i know how much effort you’ve been putting..i know and i appreciate it..
Sometimes , i dont show my love enough..or know how to..
But just remember..i love u..and ur my perfect man..

The best part of a relationship is when the guy wants u so badly and tries to get u to b his gf. Its the best part cause that’s when ur the only thing the guy cares bout, thinks bout, and wants..ur the centre of his life..but then when he gets u, he forgets how much he cared thought and wanted u..u feel less special, less important …and that hurts..

Seeing you like this…unable to help you…it breaks my heart…ive never seen u like this before…it hurts me..deep inside..it hurts..u should never have to hurt like this baby..udeserve so much better ..ur the nicest best awesomest most wonderful bf ive ever had and prob the best bf in the whole entire world!!!! I love you baby..dont ever forget it and ill always ALWAYS be here for u….i promise…no matter what happens i will always be here for u…

I guess..nothing stays perfect..

When I say no I want u to bug me till I say yes
When I say I want to be left alone I want you to keep bothering me
When I say I’m mad at u it means I want u to give me ur attention
When I start ignoring you I want you to keep talking to me
When I say I don’t wanna see you I want you to surprise me with a visit
When I’m upset I need you to be there with me
When I’m jealous I want you to tell me how wonderful I am and how I am just so much better
When u say ur sorry don’t just leave it at that, show me ur truly sorry for hurting me
…………